Easter Sunday #1

Finally, it's my turn to go online.
I've been traveling around lately, with my close buddies and also to church.

I've also been helping out a little and participating the Station of the Cross organized by our church every year. Its always few days before Easter Sunday.

I helped out in preparing some of the props for some certain stations.
Which is:

The Blood stained Cloth

For a station about Jesus' garment being stripped.
How He was being condemned & humiliated completely to the extend that He was even completely stripped of any pride.



Jesus' body laid in the tomb
Obviously, this is just for the outer shape.
It is then wrapped with many layers of white clothe. *Really scary*
That's why I'm able to conteng it :D



MOST DISGUSTING ART WORKS I'VE EVER DONE IN MY LIFE!!

Lent is finally over and we've celebrated Jesus' resurrection today.
He is risen and still watching over us although God's will for Him is accomplished on earth, which is an amazing news that we're not left or abandoned as we also have our personal teacher -the Holy Spirit to journey with us.
Jesus is my best teacher :)

Beautiful morning with the church today.
Have a blessed Easter people!!

*mei zhi*
TEEHEE!

Error

It has been a week!! *Great, now I'm the slow updater*
Some problem with the sensitivity of the mouse,*freaking hamsters*,so I rather quit online for awhile while doing something useful*
-currently stoning & reading in my mom's office-

Something useful: Tidying my room, the house, spend more time with God, exercise, write & write, guitar..etc

Well,I only manage to do half of them everyday, so I came out with a timetable of almost all of the something useful inside.

And I've realized I've been rushing through my quiet time sometimes.
Almost neglected the whole entire point of Lent & Jesus' afflictions for me.

Again, every morning is indeed a miracle as I whisper silently "Good morning, Lord!" :)


However my days have not been as bored & dull as I used to complain.
I was kinda caught up in the trap of negativism which tries to eat me up from the inside but I was out.

Thanks to some friends that have called to asked me to think of the happy stuff. haha.
you know who you are ;)

The chill out with Jes that day and I really Laugh.My.Heart.Out <3
That moment when we paused and tried to find the word, and out of a sudden we said "HORNY!" spontaneously xD
However, please don't get us wrong. It wasn't a "horny chat".....ew?


And I've been really encouraged by the FB's inbox messeges you guys have sent me.
Especially some people that I've least expected :)

Like a person that sent starting with a Boo!=)
One saying "I'm there" as a friend, a bro,that was sweet.
And it's good to know someone stalked me and its a girl x)

All of you really mean alot to me.
Even thought we never got to chat, but still, I was rather encouraged.

big
Thankewwwww!

Levain

I went Levain last weekend for dinner??!
Yes,I had breads for dinner.
which is very very healthy i guess, and keeping the fats to the lowest! yeahh! :P
However, I hate it when this happens: I uploaded all the picture with a large image size which made the picts kinda blur. My apologies.
Shall double check next time!

Personally,I love this very very much.
Its the Criossant D'Amando. MUST TRY!
It's crispy on the outside & really soft in the inside.
Not very sweet, me likiee!

This is, uhm... I don't get its name.
But it tasted like some tomyam's ingredient on top with toast bread.
It sounds weird, but it tasted really good I love it!

I have nothing much to say about this.
It tasted normal,like something you can get it anywhere.
However the best part of it is, it looked nice :)
Like the eyes of an Ultra Man. wooohooo, my HERO!


And you guys seriously gotta try Cream Cheese Danish!!!
I don't have a pict of it, it looks like some normal bun-like-bread (..what?) but the cheese inside is AWESOME!
A few of us bought some home and I bought it for my mom to try out.
She loved it very much!
Some of them didn't buy it because it was all SOLD OUT.
Cool right? Highly recommended :) Must try!

Went Pavi for Snowflake as dessert.

And here goes our wonderful "bad habits" ;)

We camwhore in the public toilet since we know how to camwhore in the public toilet.
*which is once upon a time......*


But then we realized something had changed, something went not so right...

ugh..
Owh well, that ends our night.
Had a great time with all of them :)
Thanks guys!

xoxo

Hold On

I'm still waiting for my L license and it seems to be FOREVER! haha.
My dad would bug me over & over again, "when can you drive?"
He is really tired fetching us around, I know.
And he is really getting tired of DRIVING.
He has to travel from Kepong to Penang or Negeri Sembilan all the time so we hardly see him :(

I always wanted him to stay home very very much.
To spend time with us.
Or just his presence in the house makes very much of a difference.
I miss you,daddy.
I miss those times we chat like we're best friends!
And sometimes I'm the only one in the house catches your silly jokes.
Your sincere smile lights my day.And I miss it.

This morning I woke up realizing it was not early anymore & no one else is in the house.
All I can hear is the dead silence that surrounds the room.
I'm not at all,motivated to get of my bed.
I did my quiet time & it was really dry as I go through the words & verses.

This has not been the first time but I'm still feeling troubled.
It has lasted for quite awhile.
what is going on,God? :(

I wish there's a friend that who truly cares.
Or truly understands.
Not only asking me how am doing lately but really cares & listens sincerely.
I need a mentor, or someone that's spiritually mature to talk to.


I know some things are not for me to know at a certain time but for now I don't have a clue of it.
I need You,very very much as I need to breathe.
I have come to realized how vulnerable I am without Your strength & guidance.
I fall very easily.
But I know You're always there to catch me :)

I trust in you.
Trust that no matter what is going on around, You have Your way & may Your will be done in my life.
I'm still learning & I know You love me very much.
Still,I'm waiting. For anything You wanna say to me.
Longing for YOU.

I will hold on! :)
Stay strong beatrice!

Everything is gonna be fine.OK?

Unoccupied

Yes yes, I know. I'm such a poser..

This photo is taken like a year ago.
where I just bought a guitar & can't wait to pose with it.heh ;D

This morning I tried playing my guitar & my fingers hurt like I've been playing for hours,which idk why. This is rare.
I tried to continue but I just couldn't bear with it.

I can't wait to see dearVenn this friday again!
Time is freaking slow.*Owh,PATIENT..*

Wonder what else can I do today.
And Jes,when are we gonna play a song together?



I wanna try cooking something today.
I wanna have a cup of yogurt.
I wanna do a long journal.
I wanna go out for a movie.
I wanna immerse myself in deep thoughts.
I wanna run.
I wanna tweet.
I wanna receive a random call.

ughh,
I'M BORED.




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