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May 26, 2011

Captured

Just to recall some amazing memories we girls had when there's no school, work or college..

GIRLS' SLEEP OVAHH!
*Earth shakes a lil..*

It was around 3am that time ;)
we were in Jes' room. I miss that night! HEH.

BAM! I'm looking retarded.


*Ahh...the simple,weird and nothing-matters yet memorable times we had*


Had McDee for "breakfast" at 4am.
Was EPIC.



Just something completely extra....

PHREN vs. Lino!
sexayy...


Ting vs. Wondergirls! *Obviously,they failed.
WonderTing FTW!!


By the way tomorrow is my last day of work.
Gonna miss my buddies there :(
Argg.... but glad that it's finally over!

Stay tune for Broga's update ;)
Buh-bye!

May 24, 2011

Strange


I trust in what I believe in and go for what is worth going for.
I don't mind being laughed at, humiliated or even losing some friends bcus I know there's no exclusive that's without any touch of ridiculous.
I am ridiculous and I wont deny.

But lately I was questioning myself.
Why am I having fears in my heart?
Fear of being rejected.
Fear of saying the wrong words or doing the wrong things.
This shouldn't be happening.
I used to love mistakes bcus I know there's where I gain...

And I'm familiar with where I stand in Christ and who I am.

But out of a sudden all these fears that I thought it had went down suddenly popped up while having some flashbacks.
No,not being all emotional. I'm fine.
I still remember the moments, the senses became strangely real at the back of my mind like it'd all just happened yesterday.

Have you ever felt this way? Strangely,I think I just did.

May 23, 2011

Job off (soon-to-be)

Finally I get to blog abit before everything starts.
Many activities are coming up soon and I'm pretty thrilled. But college's up next and everything's gonna settle down so i better use my time wisely!

However I'm quitting my job in 3days time!
Me and Ian was actually counting down on the days left...

"4more days.."
"3 and a quarter days left.."
"3days 3hours now!..."

Sounds pathetic? xD

The journey to and fro is just too much. Not to mention the cost is already more than 6bucks per day and to the fact we have to be squeezed like sardin is a nightmare.

Today when I was on my way back I was sardin-ed to the extend that the only things that are able to move are my fingers, eyelids and my heart. No kidding. The passenger beside me could actually feel how hard am I trying to gasp some "fresh" air. Cus whenever I try to breath he'd look at me.

Yea however I have many things more to talk about.
Some of you might know that I've went hiking in Broga Hill trying to catch a glimpse of the heaven's eye but FAILED. Reached hilltop but see no sunrise. Just abit of the ray :(
However the process was incredibly awesome!
Gonna do another post for this but for now, lemme show you guys some of the really old picts in my parents old album.

This is my mom when she was 20+.
And where I get my poser genes.



Antique.
I would die to see them acting like this..for real,..

Love the wrong colors of each pict which made another style of art that I really adore. Lomo-ness :*)

Till then, I gotta go. Will update real soon ;)
OWH! I have my very own mic and a webcam(*extra) now! JOY! Blalalalalala.....


May 17, 2011

Chill,away from the heat!

Hello people,..
I just came back from Genting with my family. Parents just wanted to chill there so we kids have to follow along to watch them enjoy. Logical?

I've been texting along the way.
The new programme installed is just too good for me. Can't help it. And ofcus,it's more than that ;)


Since you guys had given so much responses about my dad in that photo at my last post. I guess he likes taking photo with me already,Haha.

Dad said he looks like a bulldog here. And so I don't disagree with that! Bwahahahaa..


Had dinner with my sis alone where my parents went for SPAs I guess?
However, both of us made a romantic date.

And then we went exploring some new stuff and along the way we saw this and we went like Awwww <3...


you know, you don't see this that often nowadays anymore. *Great,now I'm the stalker.


I got no inspiration when I took out my journal book but the inspiration on taking photos in the hotel room.

It had been really chilly out there,it rained heavily especially for the first day and I enjoyed it.
*Not a masochistic.k?



Trying to do some stalker pose. *yala fail lah!....*


Yes however,it was a great day to relax.
At least away from the comp is good enough. We went up like less than 24hours. Nothing much though. I still love beaches more.

Horny innocent teddies to you beng?....*inside jokes*

May 15, 2011

Voicin' out

"If I know I have everything prepared for when I get killed by a stalker, then I can go to sleep." Christina Ricci

Lately I've been coming across some facebook messeges about some fella using my old photos (very...) trying to impersonate me by asking donations from people around.
That fella, or that stalker. I don't know where it get my really old photos. Like when I was around 15years old?! UGH!!
It got like few thousands friends and constantly asking people to donate money, and guess what? It says that it's father is having stroke and is needing some amount of money for medical treatment.

And I was like, what?! My father? stroke?
But nevermind I guess it is quite obvious that that is a fake account. And I've been reporting it for a few times. And I don't type mandarin. I don't have the software. And if I do, I'm most probably using google translate.
Plus,people from all walks of FACEBOOK are telling me through facebook messege that this fella had been abusing my photos and they've helped me reported it.

But what surprised me was one of my girl friend texted me asking,"Beatrice,is your father having stroke or something? I heard that you've been asking for donations through fb..."

Okay,and that totally blew my mind!

And for your info, my father, he is doing completely fine.
He keeps almost perfectly healthy diet.
Do you know why I said so? He has been avoiding having all kinds of meat except for seafood. So you wouldn't see me having chicken, beef or pork for meals at home. Not even pizzas of mcDees. You'll be wondering why not even fast food.
That is because he strongly discourages milk and cheese.

I know right????
That is something about me.

However,to him, these things are more of unhealthy. You can disagree with him. But he'll never change.
A pure health conscience freak :)
And IF you're wondering why am I still baking? Ans: Because, he's not home. *Btw,mom's helping out right? xD


And this is my dad. He is very much alive and definitely speaks fluent sarcasm.
Owh wait? I'm wearing that Tee again. It's my favorite Pangkor house Tee,you can only see me wearing that at home.Heh.

Anyway, back to the topic. please, you guys. Don't ask me again about if I have any other facebook accounts or is my father having any sickness.
Just report it. Don't doubt.Don't get cheated. I really don't hope that one day I'll be accused by someone on the street sayin,"Hey,isn't it that chick that her father's having stroke?"

you know,I'll kill the next thing that moves. Just kidding!

However,I really do appreciate you guys that has been helping out in reporting that fella.
Thank you very much. And I'm not bealle. Haha. Not anymore.
And I can't give you guys the link because I've blocked that account and I've no way to access into it. Just go to the SEARCH column in facebook and type in bealle love

And there you have it.
Thanks guys.And sorry for the long post. Have a nice day!


*p/s: and don't laugh at those photos. I will feel offended. HAHA I'm just sayin'

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