Popped

My mic & speaker dream is no more near.
Parents can't afford right now.
Guess I'm gonna have to wait..
*TEARS*


Nevermind!
I still have many things to do.
Gonna learn baking & cooking. Not done with my driving license yet.

Shall wait more than ever. ughhhh..
PEACE.

Backpack travelling

Backpack traveling had become one of my dreams since last year & my first target is to go Australia!
Not only the Koalas & fairy penguins in Philip Island attract me.

I wanna go to their beaches!

Some popular one like

Osprey Bay

Kalbarri Beach

well these are the beaches that I've just discovered.
They have alot more which I'm gonna study again.

They have lots of nice food & most important BIG portions!
But i guess they have NICE prices as well. *thinking of saving money now*

However this is just part of my dream.
Still young to make it happen soon but it'll happen one day I promise!
And I don't wanna go with one whole big gang of people.
Not more than 4 at least.

Just wanna enjoy walking in a foreign land seeing different cultures & atmospheres.
Not thinking about what to eat next maybe. Just drop by some random coffee shops & have coffee.. Awwww...

Hope it'll come true one day!
Just some thoughts that "tickled my mind" today. Lol.

God bless!

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Unusual

I'm kinda settled down lately.
No camp no school no college no nothing.
Even result's out. I am basically waiting for something to happen.

Well apart from waiting i made things to happen, sometimes.
Some UNUSUAL STUFF.
yeah, I am bored & I'mma can't-do-nothing person.


So these are some unusual things that's happening around me lately.
There are 6 of them that I'm gonna share.

Unusual #1: Jesus Loves u Boomarks

TAADAAA!
This is the mandarin version of it.
I have no idea how to greet people with a nice day in mandarin,
so i just wrote it in english.
Basically praying for opportunities :)



Unusual #2: Mic Speaker Dream

Okay. I can't sleep well last night because of this.
I just can't wait to have a mic & speaker!!
*Ofcourse its not gonna be this size, just to illustrate*
I sat up & lay back over again & again thinking about having them & praying for morning to come soon cuz i CAN'T SLEEP!

Days ago my mom actually wanna reward me 100bucks for each A i got for my SPM result.
BUT, i rejected.
For reason being that she had paid too much on my tuition fees & stuff & I don't think I still deserve to be "rewarded" for the results.
*wowww I somehow know what are you gonna say JESMINE*
But now i'm wondering, maybe my parents would be willing to buy me this?? :P
I think it's more rewarding to have the above than to give me money cuz i'm gonna spend them all eventually with things i don't really need.
I guess ..?



Unusual #3: A Call

Recently I was facing some unusual disturbances.
I texted Uncle Herbie & he called back.
But at the other side of the phone was Aunty Ling Ming, surprisingly :)
She sounded quite exited & real positive which encouraged me a lot.
She repeated a few times "Go with FAITH".
Just feel great talking to her & she is just so passionate.
And if anyone of you wanna know what happened can ask me personally, Ha ha.

Unsual #4: Flash Cards

Flash cards given by sweetBecky :)
I meant she's being sweet by buying something randomly for me during our reunion day.
And I used to collect flash cards when i was around 8 or 9 years old.
I still have them around.
Thanks Becks!



Unusual #5: The ICUs

Just got to hang out with them again in SUSHI KING, AGAIN.
But i never really got bored hanging out with them.
They're ever cheerful.
Tho sometimes Beekhee will "EMO", but she still keeps that smile constant :)
Glad to have them as friends.

We don't see each other often,
but time proves that by not seeing each other often will never cause our friendship fades.
Bcuz. that. is. Nonsense.


Unusual #6: Unknown Recipient

Owwww kayyy.....
I just wrote a letter to an unknown person.
I'm gonna sound desperate but i'm an "eighteen-ager" anyway.
This letter is for my is-to-be boyfriend, which i don't know who yet. lol.
I was just wondering, it would be very nice if he receives this from me after idk how long later having to know that I had him in my prayer since long.

This letter is not even half done.
Not a single name inside for sure except for mine.
Anyway I'm just looking for something to do & i have nothing better to do as well.
You can try doing this if you have nothing better to do, like me.
No harm done wad :P

and it's not lame!

Yea still, am just waiting. still waiting. For something to happen, while I make things happen.
Can't wait for college to start!
But in the meantime I'm taking some classes.
Just have to learn something. I don't wanna waste my time.
Because I am right now.

Anyway Thanks for reading such a long post if you manage to be patient enough to finish it!
God bless you :)

Chiaaooooo!

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I had a great reunion

Had our reunion after YPC for 2days & it's truly wonderful memories that imprints onto my heart.
These are the people that had me reach another level of life, great turning point actually.


Anyway we had our first day at Midvalley, again.
But i never get bored of it.

Jeremiah & Becky. Such big smiles huh :)
made most of the noises too. *Miss those noises*

sayang Dakcat ni!

Had Mcdee before the movie starts.
Supposedly fasting for lunch but failed for ONE-BITE-OF mcChicken!

BEASTLY

Very nice show.
Worth the cost, at least for the first time since our first reunion!
Liked most of Vanessa Hudgens' outfit & scarf.
And i preferred her in Beastly than in High School Musical.




Anyway we had barbecue in Z-wei's house.
Really enjoyed myself the food are just awesome the marshmallows are great.
Having Uncle Herbert, Aunty Quin, Austin & Joshua around just feels home again.

Random pict of our sweet couple :)
Love it!



Went Pyramid for no apparent reason.
Had NinjaJoe pork burger for lunch!
They offers burger with 6 different flavors: Original, Teriyaki, Black Pepper, Oriental, Sweet & Sour and Spicy.
Wonder where else they have. I'm starting to miss it.


went Logen Haus for the last day of our last dinner.

The food are awesome. The environment is really relaxing.
But when it came to the fact that we are all gonna separate for idk how long,
it saddens me alot. It's really hard to say BYE at the ktm stations.
Though our reunion didn't turn out well at the very beginning,
but it ended pretty well & I didn't regret staying till it ends :)

Thank God for still being with us no matter where we are.


most of all,
I had a great reunion.

Fight

Sometimes some things you just couldn't have a reason for it.
It'll never end until you dare to acknowledge it.

Just having some silly fights with myself
Great.

Anyway I got my results today and i was pretty SATISFIED :)
It's not straight A's don't worry.
I'm just really thankful and I'll do a lot more better in A-LEVELS.
Praise God.

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Adore

Tomorrow is YPC already!
And I haven't pack a single thing yet! How many clothes should i bring include reunion..??
REUNION!! Can't wait man! BBQ.. Steamboat.. More fooooooooood..
Gee i better start packing. After dinner. or, maybe later.
never mind.


Anyway Jesmine came to my house for no reason but our topics are always endless.
We knew each other since, 7years old. and uhm. It has been 11 years.
Goshh.. 11 LONG YEARS!!!
*it is very long for me bcuz i really don't have primary school's friends that still keep in contact*
And she became my neighbor when we were 10years old.

That's her in my scarf given by samualyeoh!
I'll teach her a more appropriate way to wear a scarf NEXT TIME. Ha ha

Anyway we don't always contact each other like 24/7 or meet up in every hang outs although we stay quite near each other, but it will never be awkward to see her again though maybe our last contact is like FEW MONTHS.

She's a really good listener & a very fun person to be around with.
and I really thank God for u. That you'll never forget us though we're not ever in a same class or school :)

*AWKWARD!!*
yeaaaaa! you'll never know! xD

Lemme share some photos with you guys. Again.
Just stuff around me since I've not been out of my house door for 2 and a quarter days.
*no doubt, pretty long*

by dearVenn

I will never know how to do this.
*I don't even know how to name it*

So,really thank you for giving this to me :)
The last one i received was few years ago by missJesmine & i...
misplaced it ( i didn't lost it!) :(

LiL Beagliee

I think it's a beagle? i have no idea what breed it is.
It's on my study table.

Jesus Loves you :)

One of the bookmarks i've made!
As I've mentioned I'll make bookmarks to give away to people that,
i don't know, that needs?
i wrote a mandarin version with mandarin Bible verses.
Got it all online. And i'm still struggling with "Jesus" in Chinese word.
Geeeeeez...

Anyway thanks for reading :) God bless!

Snapmory

This is what you do when you are waiting for SPM results & college to start.
( at least for me)
It has been long since my last camwhore.
Most probably i've run out of idea, and maybe i'm getting old.
*no offense to old people if you are one, .......and you still camwhore*

But still, i love taking photo of stuff that looks nice, apart from me.
Just KIDDING don't kill me :DDDD


These are the photos i've taken today after having my Lent devotion.
i like editing photos as well in case you don't know.
but a really lousy one. just editing based on NOTHING!

The Massager

A cross shaped massager given by Jeremiah School
( but i don't remember why, or for whoever's sake ;P )
Using FERRERO ROCHER's left over as accessories.
The colour turned out well but the positions are kinda off, so.. yea

Chicky Salt

Also given by JS, a salt shaker with notes inside by dear Herbie, Austin & Choy Quin.
We're always called to be the salt of the earth.
how did you responded?

Dough Girl-next-door

This is by dear.. dear.. dear.. Vennesa. it's herself actually.
One of the activities' station that asked us to shape ourselves in the way we see ourselves.
i gave her mine though.
which looked horridgible and i don't wanna post it up anyway!

I'm planning to do 3bookmarks for a start to give away, not randomly,
but by.. you know, you got the kinda feel.. something like conscience or the feeling is...

yah, whatever, i'll do some actions if you are able to see me saying this.

But i only finished one.

the following photos are the left overs of the cut papers & stuff.
i found it quite photographic-ish so i took some of them

The Outreaching LOVE

And one of my favourites...

The unfair Love

Unfair Love???
which means GRACE. by Tee tooz :)
The love that expects no returns & always remain faithful.
Didn't really made sense to this photo tho.

So yeaaa.. These are my updates so far.
Please leave a comment or something. Don't just leave! :'(
Anyway thanks for reading! God bless youuuuuuuuuuuuuu..

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Steps

Something i listens before i say goodnight to the world =)

I know i'm placed where i am for a unique reason.
still learning through failures
And i know you are still at work.

I just miss You.

Goodnight!

Crying Japan

Japan's most powerful earthquake since records began has struck the north-east coast, triggering a massive tsunami.

Officials say 350 people are dead and about 500 missing,
but it is feared the final death toll will be much higher.


The quake was the fifth-largest in the world since 1900,
and nearly 8,000 times stronger than the one which devastated Christchurch, New Zealand, last month, said scientists.

Please continue to pray for japan.

Pray for the lost.
Pray for the people that lost their love ones.

Pray for more help from all over japan and neighboring country.
Pray for strength for the authorities.
Pray for the Christians in japan, too. To be strong & may His name be glorified even through hard times.

God bless you.

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My heart, your home

Search me through and through.
Till my heart becomes a home for you :)

Thank you dear heavenly Father.

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LENT

Started lent late!

Simply because i went for pangkor trip with my friends and i was uncertain when was it.
Anyway today's the first time & my first day.
Its a one meal fast, i fasted for breakfast.

Devotion taken from John 11-14 which i don't know why because i was doing Proverbs previously.
but i got more than 15verse that struck me & John 13:34 made me cry :'(

A new command I give you: Love one another.
As i have loved you, so you must love one another. John 13:34

It's a fruitful morning, though i would do some weird faces in front of the mirror which is behind me. Very hard to sit still for more than 1hour. *confession*

But i really enjoyed the presence of the Lord which never leaves me wherever i go.
you might forget Him sometimes but He'll still be there waiting for you to come back :)

Love you sweet Jesus!

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Greetingsssss

I guess this is the 4th time i reopen a blog?
so i hope this will be the last one because it is really irritating to reset everything.
and also very embarrassing in a sense.

Anyway since i'm waiting for college to start and my dad don't allow me to get a part time job, so, i'm gonna come up here whenever & wherever!!

and some might ask me how many blog do i have.
I ONLY HAVE ONE. and this will be THE ONLY ONE.
because some people from idk where using my old photos blogging & selling stuff.
and they will use name such as bealle or bealle love or bealle babe or bealle whateva which i don't know what else they'll come up to. That will not be me.

and you might wanna ask what & why its bealle.
it is just the combination of me & my lil sister's name.

BEATRICE + JOELLE = BEALLE

This bealle was for my mom's sake because it is special to her.
but i thought it was for me few years ago so i used it as sort of "net name"
Sounds ridiculous huh??

yeaa i know, i was young x)


And this goes same to my facebook and i only have ONE.
changed my name not using bealle anymore. *sorry mom*

SO, that's all for my first post.

feel free to drop by anytime :)
i entertain, whether you like it or not!!

and i entertain the people i LOVE.
so yeaa! ILY.

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